
this is so me
| — | Denis Leary, 1992 (via every-little-heartbeat) |
6 months ago i was walking to my car and was stopped by this little white girl wearing a hoodie and sweatpants.
she said, we always wave at eachother, but we dont ever really talk. Because of that interaction I met my best friend. Time went on and we grew closer. And our simple friendship grew into something stronger and deeper, we were now best friends. We talked about everything, played ball together danced together, did almost everything together. Before we both knew it, our feelings became real, and we wanted more than just a friendship. It happened so fast so we tried multiple times to restrain ourselves, but the feelings got the best of us. I was scared I wont lie, I had feelings for a little white girl. I was scared that my family wouldnt like it, friends, and most of all it was so unexpected that I was afraid my feelings werent genuine. She was everything I never knew i needed, or wanted. So I started talking to another girl. This mistake made me see how miserable I was without her in my life. So I asked if she would take me back. The last two months have been the best months of my life.Everyday seems just a little bit more sunnier and brighter, and she has shown me a whole new world. She supports me, loves me, and is genuine and all that she does. She is beautiful, intelligent and caring. She is definitely the girl I want to be with, just need that perfect time to come, to make her mine. I love you baby girl. <3 @bjonestrick